Father’s Day

I wanted to share from something I wrote a few years ago. It is from my walking journal that I kept when I was living in Tacoma Washington.

I had just returned from Hawaii once more. This was a year and a half before I moved. I was keeping my dream alive just with my energy. I had no idea of how I was going to get where I wanted to go; looking back it is still amazing to me (I’ll write about that story another time). My answer to not knowing was to walk and take in everything around me and appreciate it so that I would not be leaving something but moving into the next place I wanted to appreciate.

There were at least three interesting parts to this specific walk, since it is Father’s Day today I will share the part that eventually touches on that. My father made his transition back in 1988 but reading these things brings the feeling of him to me again.


It was a day of being in the midst of milestones.

The tide was out; farther than it has been so far on my walks. I wondered where the water goes when it goes away. I felt the water was farther away than I wanted it to be; I walked nearer to the edge to get it closer to my senses.

I saw the pilings that are normally hidden and the places under the buildings which are built over the water, that don’t all meet the ground. I wondered about how long they will all stand there.

Since the water was out I saw a stream flowing into the bay that is also normally hidden and I also was able to see the Canadian geese who were gathering at that meeting point of fresh and salt water.

-Hawaiian chants in the headphones giving me chills, as I felt my own movement toward fulfilling a dream; and the feeling of looking at it as an expansion not a leaving behind.

-Feeling the air in its shift into fall. Smelling the August leaves and the blackberries within them. Knowing I would come back here if only just for that smell and feeling.

a family at the park, the father helping his young daughter learn to ride a bike without training wheels, watching him show her and then holding the seat as she rode. It felt like the last moment before she would be riding on her own; that sweet poignant time.

Sensing her frustration I wanted to help to somehow tell her that she would be riding soon; and I was reminded of my own father helping me and how it felt at that moment when I had started to ride on my own, without even knowing it. And then that moment when I realized I was doing it all myself.

That moment that changed everything.

I found myself thinking of my dad and loving him and remembering again, that right where I was walking; that manicured strip by the bay; was once just a long patch of gravel along side the water. It was where he taught me to drive a clutch. I got another new sense of the things he taught me in my life. It brought tears to my eyes in a good way.

And then seeing the girl on the way back by. I could see that in the time it took me to take my walk she had already gotten stronger on her bike and that her dad only had to hold on from the back of the seat. I sent the girl some good balance and grounding energy and imagined that she thanked me (all non-verbal) and I knew she was so close.

Now as I write this I had yet another perspective, this time from the Dad’s point of view. Seeing that moment from the other side where there is the caring and love in the instruction and then the joy in the success and then also that moment where the success marks a rite of passage and so some moment of transition from one state to another. The act of letting go of that bike the sweetness and the tinge of sadness in it because of the inevitability of the child moving forward and into a new future of their very own.

It had never occurred to me that this might have also been the perspective of my father in any of the things he was teaching me. It was (as is right) just my job to want to move forward. His was to hold the seat and know when to let go.

Aloha and Blessings,

Erika

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METAPHORmosis, an awesome video..

Awesome video, and one of the inspirations for my site. Let’s remember who we really are, what we are doing and why we are here. ~Erika

From the creator Rowan North “this video parallels the transformation that occurs in the metamorphosis from caterpillar to butterfly with the socio-eco-spiritual transformation that is occurring all over the world as we speak.”

httpvh://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KzU3H7E0DO8

Evolution instructions…how interesting

I was in the midst of a clairvoyant reading session with one of my long time clients, and as often happens, I got some additional information, not specific to her. Think of it as a carrier wave of information coming in on the initial signal.

This particular bit of information was one of the things that prompted me to create a blog, very interesting stuff this, and it is just one part of a lot of information coming in. I am just going to report what I saw and the information I got as a result. This all came through as of March 17th. If you aren’t interested in esoteric energy postings, move along nothing to see here.  🙂

I was looking at the energy around the planet and I saw that there was an energy grid around the earth, I have heard of that before but never seen it.

I saw this almost silvery web/grid around the planet way high up, it reminded me of where satellites would be. I saw also that there were these hubs, or nodules or machine-like things (not really machines though) that were placed at many of the cross pieces of the grid at various places, not at each one but periodically, it wasn’t uniformly distributed, it seemed like it had to do with concentrations of population or concentrations of energy.

I saw that these hubs were beaming energy and light in broad beams. It was actually just a way of seeing this flow of energy/information to the earth, the beam was spread out, wide not a single beam (like a wide angle mike) and that this was sending all this information to the earth and it’s inhabitants and this information is coming on many different frequencies, simultaneously, like layers, and that each person would receive it at the level of their own frequency.

I also saw that there are a lot of people getting the information that aren’t consciously aware of the fact that it is coming to them into them, that it is affecting everyone but not all are aware. When asked what the information was what I got was “Evolution Instructions“.

What I also found interesting is that this is a compliment to the Kundalini energy that is coming up from the planet. For some background…I talk about the Kundalini coming up from the earth a bit more in my chapter on Kundalini in my book, or you can also read it here at the Esoteric Library~Kundalini:Touch Divine Fire.

I hope I can explain this in a way that makes sense…The Kundalini coming up from the planet as part of our shifting energy, is already assisting the process of transformation. That particular energy, which is stimulation everyone’s lower vibration stuff (their baggage as it were), is now combining with the layers of energy coming down from the “sky”. The energy coming from the grid is coming in from “above” us as information and up-leveling just as the Kundalini is dealing with the earth aspect coming up from “below” us.

I also got that the hubs themselves were kind of automatic, meaning there were set to go off when the planet reached a certain energy level/vibration. But that the information wasn’t automated, as in they were beaming stuff that was current information. The whole thing is exponentially increasing the vibration of the planet and its inhabitants (ie us) but this is something that on another level we know about because we are here on purpose at this time and this place.

Something also about the fact that not everyone is consciously getting the messages from the hubs (our collective soul evolution information?) so that the people that are receivers of this are also tasked with being the transmitters of the information and that it is important for everyone who is receiving to also transmit in some way so that the information gets out into the mass consciousness.

The act of receiving and transmitting will lower the vibration of the information simply by the act of putting it into language, but that is a good thing because then it means that is will be easier to receive by people.

Ok that is all for now

Blessings and Aloha,

Erika

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Surfing on the wave of planetary shifts

The energy these days is like a big wave. It used to be that people who were used to working with energy kind of knew what the tides were and they could navigate the ups and downs. And then all of a sudden over the last couple of years and the last year especially, it was like the tide came it, and never went out again and that the waves are increasing in size so that folks that were treading water just fine for a long time have had to quickly learn some stronger strokes or find some water wings, or just get out of the water.

The beach is still beautiful so is the sky and the sun, but it’s a whole new game.

People keep waiting for the water to calm down, so that what they used in the past will work again, but that doesn’t look to be the case. The energy is shifting, and it’s jumping up in quantum levels, not so much the smooth ride any more, more like the energy field of an electron jumping to a new level, the energy is added and it become something new. it happens in these big chunks. And while this used to be the case there was way way more lag time in between and time to adjust.

back to the water idea…

And now it’s more like finding a board and surfing because the water level is not going back down, this is a whole new ocean, and the best way to be on it is to ride it and use the energy of the waves to take you forward along the edge..really really fast.

All if this is analogy of course, but it works in some ways, all these words are just that…words, but it can help to make sense of some of the experiences we all are having. I will add to this as I get inspiration and information.

-Erika

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